Vulnerable share: My initiation into healing began with my earliest memories

Some of my deepest traumas have been sexual traumas. Some of my earliest memories in this life are of witnessing someone else very close to me, being sexually traumatized. 

And then as a young adult, I had my own experience with sexual trauma. Someone I trusted physically incapacitated me and took advantage of my body, my sexuality. 

So, I'm sure you can imagine.. There's a lot to unpack there for me.

And maybe it makes sense to you now, why I'm so passionate about helping women heal their deepest traumas so they can exist in alignment with their highest radiance and sexual pleasure in this life. 

Because on the other side of trauma is healing and pleasure. 

And on the other side of sexual pleasure is spiritual pleasure. 

This is my pathway towards liberation. 

And I know so many of us have experienced similar traumas, which have pulled us away from our bodies, our pleasure, our desire to connect sexually… 

And this has kept us from our full potential in all realms… especially spiritually. 

The world would be a completely different place if all traumatized beings made it to the “other side” of their trauma… to pleasure… and then the other side of their pleasure… to God/dess Consciousness. 

For me, this journey has included a lot of layers:… mistrust of the masculine, exploring what healthy power dynamics actually are, what love is, what trust is, what surrender is… 

Through this work, I've gotten myself to a place where I've been able to heal and integrate most of that trauma. (Not all, of course, but most.)

And utilize my previously suppressed sexual energy, my life force energy… activating it and using it to manifest a life that is full of beauty and ecstasy and connection to Source, consciousness, unconditional love, acceptance of myself, acceptance of and surrender to the masculine,.. 

And I want that for everyone. In perfect timing :) 

I know that there are so many of us who experience the most profound trauma, the most profound pain… and that this closes us off from our most profound power. 

This is my perspective based on my experience. WIth myself and my clients. 

The reason I'm sharing this now is because this journey of utilizing our deepest pain as a pathway to our power, to our connection with Truth, is one of the most challenging journeys of this lifetime… 

And.. 

We don't have to do it alone. 

We get to do it with others. 

We get to be supported in this process. 

We get to open up again. 

We get to feel alive and activated again. 

We get to be in love with this one life again. 

And that is a magical place to be! 

And a gift to not only yourself.. but your family, your community, the world.. 

All of us. 

Think about it: are you walking through your days feeling upbeat, waking up grateful, living your life in a way that makes you feel nourished and full? So you can easily navigate challenges as they come up? 

If not, there might be some exploration to do here. 

This is how we change the world. 

By healing. Ourselves. 

If not you, who? Your daughter? Your son? Your grandchildren? 

If not now, when? 

If you're interested in walking with someone on this journey, I hope you reach out :) You can head to this link to check out my newly revamped website, or reply to this email. 

Sometimes you just need to know the steps someone else took, in order to feel safe beginning to take your own steps. 

My journey is unique to me but I see in so many of us: disconnection, the protective shell, the inability to feel *anything* in life… 

As a coping mechanism … we do what it takes in order to survive after profound or micro traumas. Especially those of us who are ultra-sensitive beings. We close ourselves off to the world. 

And what a beautiful gift that is. That protection kept us alive and in this world. 

Until it became a cage.. and we notice we are ready to release. 

We get to decide when it’s time to take steps toward healing. To take steps toward feeling good again. To take steps toward feeling the bliss of being alive again. 

Yes… bliss! 

It might seem far away now, but it’s possible for you. 

It’s possible. It’s possible. It’s possible.

I’m here for you, my love… 

When you’re ready and the time is just right. 

Let’s go. 👩🏻‍🤝‍👩🏽 Together.