If you’re losing your fertility in your 30s:

If you are losing your fertility in your 30s I can almost guarantee you are a lady of the forest who is physiologically supposed to be in the woods talking to the plants and animals.

Snow White is your archetype.

Your family is taken from you, first by fate and second by an evil empire that has only its own distorted interests at heart. Distorted power. False beauty. False youthfulness. False vitality, siphoned from the energy bodies of the lost girls.

I don’t care how free and liberated you are, you are Snow White trapped inside your family’s own castle, serving an energy that siphons your own life force.

You’re about to be taken out to pasture to be disposed of because of your undercurrent of hidden-but-sensed beauty and magic. Your undertone of rebelliousness.

This is where you are in your own heroines journey.

You think you’re broken or dying because you are so disconnected from truth and magic. Maybe you feel some sense of the magic that you are but ohhhhh just wait …. Just wait for what is meant to come through you, sister.

You’re coming close to your death point now but it’s not quite time. The hunter doesn’t quite pull the trigger. It’s mostly his job to take you out to the middle of the forest and leave you there.

This is the first part of your medicine.

You will learn to listen to the plants.

You will learn to talk with the animals.

You will befriend the spirits of the forest, the gnomes and fairies who have been hidden and silently keeping us connected to the jewels of the earth.. The crystal magic of nature.

You have what they need and they have what you need. Work together. Humble yourself but maintain your center and your connection to the power of who YOU are.

You are a feral creature, domesticated - you will likely step in traps and taste the poisons that wild animals would naturally avoid, but this is ok and part of your rewilding, the reawakening of your instincts. It will make you stronger.

Darkness will find you once again, once you have almost fully immersed yourself in who you truly are. Once your fertility has returned. You will have to die once more, for real this time.

You will be tempted by something from your old life that you believe your soul has been hungering for. Disguised poison.

This will be your last death though, the death of the last remnant of the false reality within you, the distortion, the naïveté, the maiden.

And you will be saved by your magic friends. You will be saved by your TRUE love.

And you will reign … once you’ve finally awakened, you will awaken forever. You will lead. You know this. You are meant to lead. And you will lead from the place of connection you have fostered with Truth. With nature. With the Way that we have forgotten.

You are here to bring the magic of nature back to this world. To make the distortion so distorted that it kills itself off, never to attempt to control us again for at least 7 generations.

Nature has her plan for you. And she is doing what she needs to do to get you out of that castle.

Trust in your magic. Trust in the path. Use the chaos you feel to dive in deeper to the healing power of Nature. Which will unveil the healing power of YOU that is needed in this world now.